When Desperation Kicks In...

There are days which can really break you down to tears... it's not that bad really... I mean, there will be days when you are just so damn tired.... plus, you got a deadline to make and everyone seems to know wat they're doing 'cept you... you really wanna go to a corner and just stay there.

At times like this, the best thing anyone can ever do for me... is nothing really... I mean, I'm a big girl now... I shouldn't be depending on other ppl to make me feel better. But then again, a good hug wouldn't hurt. Which is weird cos I'm not a touchy person... so even if you knew that I needed a hug badly but I'd punch you for just touching me? I wanna thank you for having great balls of steele for doing so... and thanks.... am I weird or wat? ^-^