Dreamland.. Here I Can't Come

I'm suppose to be slumbering away so I can rise and shine and be perky as ever for my first day of the week....

Unfortunately... I can't seem to sleep...

Of cos I know the reason behind this but am I going to tell anyone? Perhaps...

But am I going to spill it out here?

Hell no

MotherF...

It's been a while but I'm finally online once again... my motherboard crashed and ended up spending like close to RM1k just to get everything up and running again. Everything... from my music playlist to my applications to my currently downloads from Torrents and my bookmarks are all gone.. I feel so sad now... and to top it off... my pc died again when I was using it... scary... dammit... am I fated to get a new one? Gimme a break la.. I gots not enuff money to go through this!

But I am thankful for Bryan who helped me to set everything up. So thank you and yes biggie :)

Life's been hard and work has been stressful... animation is no easy task and there are times I wish I can just give up and just go. Go far, far away and start anew. But that'll just shows that I'm a quitter and I refuse to be that anymore... So, I decided to stand on my grounds and fight this fucking battle.

My ankle is still not okay and I feel horrible... I'm loosing my ass and I feel weak and pudgy and loose... I is feel ug-ge-lay!!!

Friends are the only ones keeping me sane currently. Kit... my god.. you lost tremendous amount of weight. You look healthy and I'm happy for you. Good luck with Australia and take care of Rachel. Rachel.. take care of Kit too

JaKk... we shall meet soon.... for more bitching sessions.. hahaa

Daryl.. no more Sweeney Todd songs outta your mouth man...

George... still hope you choke on cool mountain fresh air, you jerk. Let's do dinner soon~!

Sue... I miss you....

Zandra... thank you for your present... and hope you'll come back so I can repay you for the present. Like taking you out drinking or something...

Jason... sigh... work... is such a bitch, huh? Save me leader!!! HHAHAHAAA...

and Bryan... I'm always here for you as I know you've always been there for me...


and to my baby sis... stop fooling around in those kilts and study your ass off... Ima commin' next year.. or sooner than you think :)

Shadup And Eat Something

You know you're in the worst case of patheticness when you're sitting in your car, forcing yourself to eat anything for dinner just becos you have to and the only thing you find edible is pastry which you ended up eating in your car alone and crying just becos today is such a fucked up day to start a fucking new year.

My God, that is one fucking long sentence.

It's A Brand New Year

Judy wasn't kidding when she said we had to be at the cinema at 10 a.m. to collect the tickets to "I Am Legend". As I was lining up, I noticed that Enchanted was still being shown and Judy agreed to watch it right after.

"I Am Legend" was great altho some may not agree with me... but I like it. So to the rest of you, screw you!

I strongly recommend this only to Disney Fan-Freaks or those simply seeking the pleasure of seeing Disney princesses being made fun of. The animation was great. The hair was beautifully animated.. on the humans and the horses as well.

There were small bits and parts of the movie which they depicted from several old Disney's classic animations and I was so excited as I caught some of them. I'm sure there are more... I shall re-watch it on DVD next time...

Nonetheless, this is a Disney with its infamous "Happily Ever After" ending... altho I may have turned cynical... deep deep down in my heart though, the little girl who dreams to have her dreams coming true still exist.

Besides that... I had a great day out with my sister and I shall miss her when she furthers her studies to Scotland.