The Invasion Of The 10 Foot Tall Woman

I used to have lovely pairs of shoes... but one by one they had to be tossed away. I just recently lost one but shall try to repair it myself.

I love shoes. Next to lingerie, I'd love to wear high heels all day long. I used to be able to run and jump in them... but since I went back to college, I opted for comfort instead of looking good. Foolish mistake. As a result, I've lost all my sense of balance and can't wear them for a long period of time.

But no matter, I shall wear them anyway. Found a damn sexy pair and it comes in electric blue. The colour was striking and so bold. A fren asked me what can I wear it with. I replied anything!

Blue is like the next best thing to black, white and brown to me. If it were legal, I'd wear only lingerie and my sexy heels.

The feeling when you wear a pair of heels certainly do boost up your self-esteem. Your posture is better, you feel taller and you tend to behave more feminine but with an attitude, for me that is.

And that's exactly how I felt today... but unfortunately, guys around me tend to look shorter... I like my guys taller.. so I can grab their assses as I hug them. Hey, it's called multi-tasking.

Last One, I Swear

I ususally don drink soft drinks since I've discovered the amount of sugar in each can and I went cold turkey when I realised my family has a terrible history with diabetes.

Unfortunately, every time of the year... I'll take in like almost 20 cans within a week because there are so many lying around... waiting for me to consume everyone of them. Bastards.

This Chinese New Year, I managed to cut down on my food intake on this joyous-over-pigging-out festive season but I couldn't cut down on coke.

And I wonder why I feel extra pudgy today... I think it's cos I'm having my period... but bloated cos too much coke.... nah... prob is the period... Bitch.

Should I Say "Stay Away" or "Come Back Later"?

Dunno why.... just wanted to blog for the fun of it I guess... Why? Cos I'm not working tomorrow

Couldn't Have Expressed It Any Better

I love Rock. More like old school kinda rock.. fans of my blog would have known that by now, right fans?

......................................... (crickets at the back)

ok, I dons got fans.... but I have my frens right?

.......................... (stone cold silence)

Enough horsing around... I'm suppose to be depress here.. and here I am... trying to jolt a fake smile to my frown. Lyrics to certain songs sometimes just express your emotions... perfectly... anyway, here is one.

Just Take My Heart by Mr. Big

It's late at night and neither one of us is sleeping
I can't imagine living my life after you're gone
Wondering why so many questions have no answers
I keep on searching for the reason why we went wrong

Where is our yesterday
You and I could use it right now
But if this is goodbye


Just take my heart when you go
I don't have the need for it anymore
I'll always love you, but you're too hard to hold
Just take my heart when you go


Here we are about to take the final step now
I just can't fool myself, I know there's no turing back
Face to face it's been endless conversation
But when the love is gone you're left with nothing but talk


I'd give my everything
If only I could turn you around
But if this is goodbye


Just take my heart when you go
I don't have the need for it anymore
I'll always love you but you're too hard to hold
Just take my heart when you go


And another song George shared with me... and I wanna share with you all.. this is really beautiful... but the song is just played too emo for me... sorry buddy.


The Last Something That Meant Anything by Mayday Parade

Well I thought that we could sit around and, talk for hours
about things I couldn't say to you
and things that we could never do and,
This conversation has had no face
when the words take days you can re-write and erase anything

you know my heart (so tell me all thats needed, cause i don't really want this)
knows all this

and I'll borrow words from all my favourite paragraphs
to write about all of these faded things
we hope would mean the most to me
and
each line is sent i have found a new pages of hope for the days when i fell like I've lost everything

you know my heart (so tell me all thats needed, cause i don't really want this)
knows all these lines (cause my jealous heart really can't take that)
so I'll sing this song for everyone thats come out lost

But, I'll be ok (Is that what you want me to say)
It's called breakup
Cause it's broken
But I'll be ok (is that what you want me to say)
It's called breakup
Cause it's broken

I'll be ok
Is that what you want me to say
It's called Breakup
Cause it's broken
(singing)-I'll be ok, is that what you want me to say
Cause it's broken
and well, try so bad to tell me that you
make it that you're sorry and the
lines we said
never meant the words we meant
Cause it's broken
Every kiss that you could ever mean
The everything that takes you back
The chocolate, rose, the kisses
That like chasing through your misses

I'll be ok
Is that what you want me to say
It's called Breakup
Cause it's broken

But then... there's always a hope somewhere .. underneath all the broken pieces.


Someone's Waiting For You by Shelby Flint

Be brave little one.
Make a wish for each sad little tear.
Hold your head up though no one is near
Someone's waiting for you.


Don't cry little one.
There'll be a smile where a frown use to be
You'll be part of the love that you see.
Someone's waiting for you.


Always keep a little prayer in your pocket
and you're sure to see the light.
Soon there'll be joy and happiness
and your little world will be bright


Have faith little one
'Til your hopes and your wishes come true.
You must try to be brave little one.
Someone's waiting to love you