A Positive Moment

"Life sucks like shit... only if you think it"

by
Aisukuriimugaru


I'm pretty sure I'm not the first who've thought of this phrase

Date Hazard

I came across this on the net as I was looking for pics for this post and I thought it somewat made sense to me :

insane attraction

dating someone sane would drive me crazy
and dating no one at all would drive me crazy, too.
that leaves one alternative and you know what it is:
dating you.

i don't know why it always happens
but it happens every time
and i know that i am not insanely attractive,
but i've got an insane attraction.
i've got an insane attraction.

sometimes i know it from the get-go,
it depends on the situation.
sometimes it takes a while to know
it takes a while to notice the medication.

I'm not in the mood to get back into the dating game actually. Altho I can almost hear frens or just anyone screaming at me "To move on, you gotta go out there and meet new ppl, bitch!" Or that would be the thing I would say to anyone who can't stop whining or moping about their misery of ever finding someone.

The truth is, as hard as it is, I am the mopey person and the one who's shouting at myself. Easier said than done, huh? Yeah, I tot so. As of right now, I just wanna be by myself, let alone thinking about dating. Meeting new ppl is fine but as for dating, I think I shall not set foot in that department for a while.

And wat's worse, some monkey in my office is kinda argued with me about the idea about dating. He said he doesn't understand the concept. He din think it wasn't fair that a guy should have to pay for a meal or a movie so that he can get to know his date better.

A thought came into my mind.

"Cheap bastard"

Then I assured him that these days, there are girls who are willing to go dutch. I think it's better that way too. So if my date turns out to be a pig, then he wouldn't feel he has the right to cop a feel outta me.

Then he went on saying how he hasn't met his dream girl and how she has to be sweet and soft and conservative (clothing wise, he doesn't like his "woman" to dress provocatively) but still is sexy yet sultry that kinda way. Then he admits never having a girlfriend before nor ever gone on a date.

Another thought came into my mind

"Fantasy woman chaser and a virgin"

I din know how to react after all that but I told him that girl he's looking for doesn't exist. Even if she is alive somewhere, he's not gonna get her cos he's all talk and no action. I for one can't stand that in a man.

Men are supposedly the ones born with balls right? So for fuck's sake, act like you have 'em.

I Couldn't Help It

Saw George played on Friday and he was happily singing and playing his guitar and we cheered him on. After he was done, some bands were performing to sound check. Friday was for open mics but Saturday was for the bands. And then, he came on to the stage.

He was the guitarist. I couldn't take my eyes off him. He was so cool. He had his long hair tied and I'm crazy over guys who can pull off long hair and with him being a rocker was a definite plus.

I din think I'd get to see him play on Saturday cos I was doing my hair and watching 2 movies. But as I was thinking about leaving, Daryl called and told me his band was gonna play. I rushed to meet him and Jason and there he was. The Rock God standing a few feet away from me. I was beginning to swoon.

Then when he played... I wanted to (have to censored this cos I said so). So yeah, that was wat I wanted to do but gots no balls. But then he solo-ed. All the more I wanted to (oh yeah, definitely have to censored this part as well) . My gawd! He is so hot!

I couldn't helping feeling so silly like a groupie. But I am. If only I was born in the states and could tour with rockers. I'd be happy with just the idea of touching them. Ok, groupie may be too harsh of a word. I'm more like a "Band-Aide". Someone who worships a good rock n roll music.

In the end, I did talk to the members and bought their CD as well. Daryl's comic pretty much sums it up. Oh my God! That man is one hot ass.

Lazy Ass Pussy

Couch Potato is another term for it. But I've been known as a bad ass couch potato and usually covered in bed sores. Bad habit. I could be using my spare time with something more constructive than just staring at the screen. Like cleaning up my room or drawing. But no, I choose to watch things I downloaded instead.

Just the other day, I was out with my fren to watch "Made of Honour" and we were having breakfast and I told her that I missed her for being my movie buddy and since then I've been going to the movies alone and I enjoyed it. She agreed with me.

Going to the movies alone is fun for us. We always guaranteed a seat regardless the specific time and we have no problem getting a ticket with a good seat even if it's just 15 mins before the show. Just yesterday, I saw 2 different people going to the movies alone. So I guess me and my friend aren't the only ones doing this as well.

But anyways, I love going to the movies. I'm so nuts that I can watch movie after movie after movie. If anything good is playing on the same day, of cos. Like last month, I watched Drillbit Taylor followed by Iron Man. Watched the midnight show of Wanted with frens on Friday night and yesterday watched Hancock and Hulk. Wat can I say, I loves the movies.

A fren said a movie is supposed to be enjoyed with the company of your frens. You shouldn't go to the movies alone. Well, he may be right on that and I don disagree with him. But there are times when I'm at the mall and it so happens I wanna kill some time or I just happen to be able to catch a show. So why not.

Maybe my frens said that cos I think he thinks that it's sad for a person to go to the movies alone. My dad goes to the movies alone. I remembered my ex's mom telling me once and she felt bad for him. I din know how to react then but I do now. It' s no biggie to him and apparently it doesn't to me either.

Looks like me and my dad are kinda alike.... after all, I am his daughter. AHha... too bad I'm not born with a dick, dad. But I can be quite manly if only you get to know me a whole lot more. Me thinks my friends couldn't agree more.